I have to share with you that for three days or so per month I am not myself. I am writing this on my blog and hope it helps somebody, or their spouse. (Title was not meant to scare the guys away...just a warning...). Some months it doesn't happen at all and some months it lasts for two weeks. When that happens I start to become anxious that it is going to stay again. Let's just say it's been a looooong week.
While I was in my funk yesterday, I was stripping the floor in the guy's bathroom at church, and I was having a moment. I decided that it was time to redirect my thoughts in a more positive direction and put on my MP3 player. I keep my player on shuffle mode so it plays songs randomly....and Micheal W. Smith came on:
"Mourner, wherever you are, wherever you are at the cross there is room. Tell your burdened heart, your burdened heart at the cross there is room. Tell it in the Saviour's ear, cast away your every fear, only speak, and He will hear..."
Just the reminder I needed to hear! Sometimes we forget that we can go there and just leave our junk at the foot of the cross. We aren't designed to carry stuff around and there have been a lot of negative things going on around me, and I can get bogged down by it. It's so discouraging!!! But the Bible says that we should tell others what God has done for us. So I am sharing this little insight into how much God cares for us, that can He use just about anything to speak to us when we are in a place to listen.
So.....the floor got a good pounding! The unfortunate recipient for expelling some frustrations. I had to strip off the old floor polish by hand with a pole scrubber and a hand scrubber. It's not fun for your knees. The last time I did that job, there were about 8 layers to scrub off and I ended up stripping it twice. (I was sore for a week!) This time I only stripped 2 layers off, since that is all I applied last time. (Not as sore, I'd like to say it's 'cuz I'm in such great physical shape, but that would be fudging the truth....) After the stripping comes the rinsing, at least four times so there is no stripping residue, I applied a sealer to the floor and that will make the top coats more durable as well. (It's not rocket science but it is very labour intensive and you really should be thorough for best results....and that includes a nicely written, nasty note on the door to request that people don't come in, even when the floor looks dry...) Who would have guessed 10 years ago that I would be able to carry on a knowledgeable conversation with the janitorial supply store about commercial floor applications. (OOOH, that does make it sound like rocket science...) Go figure!!! It's so cool to learn new things and then find out you like them, and then even more fun when you are really good at it!
The boys are upstairs reading some books. We've had some homework frustrations with our laid back Korean son. Once he begins the work he is usually finished quite quickly, especially when properly motivated, but it was very trying for the last two weeks. He can spend a looooooot of time and energy on ways to NOT start the homework, which inevitably leads to having no time to play. BUT yesterday was really great and almost everything was finished by supper time. Their baseball game was rained out and the boys were both sorely disappointed. Their coach bought them all a little treat bag at the canteen for showing up! She's great and very clever! Get to your player's heart through their stomach. Monday night's game was fun, the weather was beautiful, warm, dry and windy. The dust was really blowing around us in the bleacher when the kids were heading onto the field and back into the dugout....just as dusty as "Holes" if you remember that movie. The rain was very welcome.
Anyway. I should orchestrate some lunch and a snack pack for this afternoon. It is Woodstock district field day today. All the Christian schools in our region, the ones that feed the Christian HighSchool in London, send their top athletes to participate and Joey was first in high jump in his age group (the Gr 6 & 7's!! and he's only in Gr 6!!) He is very excited. His event is at 1:30 so we'll head in around noon when a friend offered to give us a ride.... I'm so excited too.
That's about it for now....
PS later in the day someone came to church and we had such a great chat and a hug, and renewed our strength.....it's a God thing!